30 March 2011

day full of smiles,
full of laughters,
and experiences.

but,
theres a big, even HUGE problem
that about to happen

be strong,
and
keep fighting

because,
through God nothing is impossible

29 March 2011

be strong in God


photographer: praisca yudianto

and the love grows

ketika badai datang menghadang, 
kubu pertahanan sudah diperkokoh 

 saat keluarga tidak mendukung, 
kami percaya Tuhan buka jalan

 ketika jiwa dan emosi lemah, 
dukungan selalu melengkapi

 bahkan saat teman terbaik menjadi jauh, 
selalu ada jalan yang menyatukan kami kembali

 dan saat kami sadar, banyak percobaan di depan sana,
kami percaya tidak ada yang mustahil bagi-Nya

i wondered why?

WHY?
why my mom never believe i DO STUDY everyday?
why my mom always think i spend most of my time JUST for playing?
why oh why?
I HAVE
push my effort to give my best!
I DO
everything just to make them proud!
BUT
i need my own time, doing something that i love,
something that could relax my mind.
HAVE BEEN
studying - full studied for the last 2 weeks
to pay off the time where i could have fun with my brother
SO NOW
let me have fun first
I DONT MIND
if i have to stay awake till dawn,
just to do my assignment

i know im a child, i realise i dont really know whats best for me. but i know how to handle my life

18 March 2011

p.s.: thanks for the first 1 month, it does mean a lot to me.
for all your support and kindness.
for everything you've done to me.
i dont care what people might say
i just love you 
the way it should be

time of my life

i miss you 
         i miss you
                  i do!!!

every single time we've been through. all the happiest and saddest part. we've been there... 
why did all of them change? just because i have 'someone'.?? never intended to leave you alone, with all of your busy things. never intended to be with my boy only.. i do mean it! yet, as soon as i try to be closer with you, theres always some kind of 'wall' beside us. you keep on silent, im afraid to start conversation. weirdo stuffs happen between us. i miss everything about us!! 

sorry to write this through blog. hope you understand and be strong :) everytime you need me, just go straight and talk to me. i try my best to be the old Talitha.. 





dont you know?

i MISS you
more than i could express it girl!
sorry to disappoint you lately. 
really dont mean it 

15 March 2011

tekat bulat tertanggal 15 maret 2011

saya akan mengecilkan pipi :)
HAPPY FIRST MONTHS

ADRIAN PRANATA AGUSCIK

give our worries to God 


things change a lot

guess 24/7 is not enough.

to study
   to play
     to socialise 
         to be with the one i love

i really need to study hard this semester.. had no background both in accounting and law has made me going crazy each time i have tutorial classes. especially law. gosh, seems like im the stupidest person in the world. my first two weeks have made me depress. i was really down, i cried a lot, and my mood changes all of sudden. 

i have no intention to be exclusive with my bf. but right now, he's always beside me, he knows more than any other people do. so only to him i could lean on :* i cant share these problems to my friends who still have to fight for their studies. it wont solve any problem, despite makes them down as well. 

thats why, things change a lot. and i do miss them!

hello here, hello there

it has been exactly one month, i havent posted anything yet.
yes, it was due to one main reason, laziness syndrome ;]
while holiday, i was to excited till had no time to open blogger.
whilst school, didnt have enough time to post entries.
and now i guess, cant skip it anymore. hihihi...

HELLO HERE

HELLO THERE

MY LIFE HAS BEGUN!