something new.

i dont even know should i begin something new? something that i have no idea of what im looking for. or i know, but i pretend that i dont. is there any reason why i have to keep on waiting? im looking for it, im searching and figuring it out. i found what? NOTHING. used to say, 'hey, why you have to play hard with someone who is hard to get?' but in reality, i did. have been missing so many people who could be mine for someone who doesnt fight for me (in case he fought, never saw it). 

i dont want to lose another people in my life. so i'll fly away. if we are meant to be, we'll be together somehow. i keep you on my radar.