prustasssiiiiii

frustrated!!!
berat badan tidak turun-turun..
mauny apa sih?? aduh aduhhh
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for this time,

i'll fight for US.

we're gonna make this through !

yes, WE CAN. 

its paid off

HOREEEEE


i passed my freakin crazy stressing diploma.. 
for the second trimester, ive accomplished 4 units with 1 HD and 3 D.. 
its more than enough, well i expected more to be honest. 


i thank You Lord for everything You've given to me.
for Your guidance, for Your blessing, for You light.
EVERYTHING


now, i should be encouraged to be better in uni life. 
because i know everything is paid off in His time.

i love you Jesus

missing her so bad

couldnt think whats better than having a great friend like her =)

i have lose one of my childhood friend for the stupid reason i ever knew. 

but i know, God loves me so much. would never leave me in a crucial situation. 

He sent me a friend like praisca. has been more than 3 years we've been building up our friendship. continuously with up-and-down, troubles-and-surprises, sad-and-happy. we made it so far, and would never stop *i hope*.

yes, it hurts when we had clash, when i had to leave her alone at our house, when i could be so enjoy with new people while she couldnt, when i could forget my pass and start something new while she stuck with her past. 

i hope she'll do fine with her life right now, move forward and forget her past. i dont want to see her getting hurt again and again. *it was my fault anyway, should not make them get closer*. 

in this new year, 2011. 

i wish we would have a better and better friendship, supporting each other no matter what. and be a twin sistah =)) 

you'll be fine my dear. GBU

one day, one fine day, he would know that im not a little girl anymore.

pork party

6 February 2011

hahahahahaha... couldnt find any other suitable title for this post. PORK PARTY =)) had a bbq and most of them were pork.. well, there were also some chicken and beef. but wasnt that many. there were only me, fenfen, ko yobi, ciki, garry, mamet, ko oki and pastor shiva. it was great i could say. we have prepared for the sate, brownies, es buah and other yummy foods.. hihihi.. it was a lie if you said you were not full.. gosh, i cant barely breath.. ahahhahaa.. *lebay mode*. 

P.S.: so lazy to blog anyway :)

CNY

first time chinese new year without my family. no angpao =(

i spent almost my whole day at city. visited one shop to another. bought some accessories. well, that was pretty much what i did until met mamet. he was playing game while i did shopping =) again, klabing, didnt know where to go and what should we do. we looked up for PC, polaroid, pengharum ruangan, shirt and celana bahan.. it was almost 1 p.m. and ciki has finished work. having lunch at chiliz, only mamet though. ciki only ate bread that i brought from home. hmmm. what else.. i could only say that all the things that we did were just klabing :x

night was pretty much special, since ciki brought me to a chinese new year dinner. ahhahaa.. quite silly i guess,  but at least i got something to do, and something to remember for this year CNY. thank youuuuu :D 

our red envelope  

cooking day

so here is it. our plan to be a chef :)

ciki picked me at around 11 a.m. and went to curtin. gotta get the dora's key there. after calling mamet for million times, he answered by saying i was asleep. *jeger, katany mau pergi jam 10*. fine, shopping those ingredients at coles vic park and kong, the asian store nearby. bought some tofu, toge, daun bawang, carrot, srikaya jam, meses, chicken, curry, and i forgot what else =)

cooking time. it took us almost like 3 hours standing at the kitchen, cutting, copping, frying, and all those stuffs. it was fun though. i could learn how to cook :) the chicken curry was a bit failed, mamet pour to much water on it. so it didnt really taste like japanese curry.. the 'gorengan' were totally success, we got tahu isi, martabak and bakwan daging.. and yeah, mamet said we're gonna make a gorengan restaurant, since thats what we were master on. LOL..

it has been 5 o'clock and mamet gotta go for work. we finished all the gorengan and sit for a while, waiting for fenfen to come.. aaaaaaa.. finally, sit *pheewww* it didnt stop there. after fenfen came, and looked at the curry. we decided to go to coles again, bought the curry, along with cooking oil and chilli sauce. *yeay yeay*

ciki went home, he got to be with his family for chinese new year dinner. me and fenfen, continued to cook - recook the curry and made the regal. it was success.. all good, all taste delicious. yummy yummy yummy =)) as it was almost 8 p.m. and all of the people were coming to dora, we fried all the tahu isi and martabak.. and tadaaa, done at 9 p.m.

time to eat :)

I MISS PRAISCA YUDIANTO.

DONT FEEL LIKE IM HOME

chocolate day

second day of holiday :)

we - me and koko, went for a 'picnic'. i dont know what should it be called. bought some chocolates from coles, and went to matilda bay. i thought its good, but yeah, we ended up at skipping it.. hihiihi.. drove along the way and the direction lead us to stop at kings park. despite the hot weather, we could spent like almost our 'daylight' there until i felt 'freeze'. 

our unplanned 'picnic' continued to vic park. bought CUPS, at last.. it wasnt that good as i thought. yeah, nothing can be compared with SS.. hihihi.. we felt very bery fuullll.. full of sweetener. *hoeeeee* but well, i was so happy.. 

undeniable happy - the term i used to describe early 2011 - 

after mamet finished with his works, we picked him up at cannington train station and went to caro (a japanese restaurant next to fast edies). only him who ate. had a little bit serious chat about his boss until the waitress said that the restaurant has closed. moved out to MCD (again and again. yesterday and two days ago). here was it, the peak of the day. we laugh all night long, mamet told lots of funny story.. and i couldnt resist to stop laughing.. ahahha... *perut keram perut keram*.. and AGAIN, the waitress said the restaurant was closed already, so we got to finished this.. *phew*

I LOVE YESTERDAY